YOU!

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 All your life you kept on believing people hate you. They dont see you worthy. They don't welcome you when you're trying so hard to fit in. When it was not them all along. It was always you who didn't like yourself. YOU, who didn't see yourself worthy.

  So you worked twice as hard as others, trying to please others because that was the only way you'd ever please yourself. You thought if you could make people happy, you could be happier yourself. When all it did was cost you your peace and happiness.
Giving a piece of you a day everyday gave noting in return but a space so big even a galaxy wont fill in. 

BUT was it worth it? Was it worth losing yourself. Because it ended up wounding you  anyways. If anything it cut you even deeper. Hurt you even more. So nobody was happy in the end, not you, not them, noone. You never chose yourself. Never loved yourself. When it always had to be you. You had to love you  you had to choose you. So how were you ever gonna be happy by doing the exact opposite of what you needed to do. 

So you stopped because you knew it was all for nothing. Noone saw it, or saw you for all the good in you. Your good thrown in your face because someone was able to paint a better reality with lies. Truth is there was always someone better. And you never found yourself enough for how much you were ready to offer. You always wanted more. Until there was no more of you left to offer.

It was then you realised you always had to love you. Choose You. It was you who you needed to accept you. It was never about them it was always You. The key you YOUR happiness was in your YOUR OWN HANDS. And the door was always infront of you you just had to open it.

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