Autumn!

 Its was August the 20th when the first wilted leaf of autumn fell in her garden. There was something about the sad atmosphere of Autumn. With every passing minute every colour she liked faded away. And with every fading colour her heart wilted away. She mourned the blossoms she lost, the birds that chirped on her balcony every morning, and the warm and fresh breeze of spring. She missed everthing about it. It was the only season she had known. She had forgotten about the others lost in the beautiful utopia of the "everything pretty season". She had never dreaded Autumn. She had never thought it would come. So when she the wilt appeared she never gave it much thought but when the breeze turn to gusts and and the blossoms started to wither, she realized that it would be soon when all the remnants of the spring will be gone. Even the little things that reminds her of that one beautiful season that she loved once. 

Moments passed. Seconds turned to minutes minutes to days and days to months. It was a war in itself to live through a moment. It felt like a dagger had been burried inside her chest and it would twist with every memory of the passed days. She never knew how everything happy would appear so sad. The songs she sang in spring would cause her to cry. The books she read, the pictures she took, it had all became a pile of agony.

She would stand in her balcony every evening and stare into the endless gloom. Sad lives of the life aound. The browns and the blues all around as if everone had got draped in those colours. The dry cold air feeling like thorns in her windpipes,slapping against her face franantically. As if punishing hee for her wrongdoings.

Everything seeming like a punishment for the sins she committed knowingly and unknowingly. But she held on the hope that it too shall pass and good times will come again,one day_Someday.

-xoxo

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